Stuck in Insanity

No.

2007-08-03T16:44:37Z

I ain't no pimp. -______-

So what if I've liked several girls? I've only really liked one of them. ~~Well, two, but ... ._.~~ My point is that I'm not worse than Ryou. I'm extremely faithful to my girlfriend, and that's that. SO PLUM, CUT IT OUT ALREADY. >_>

Fangirls Diminished

2007-01-05T22:46:19Z

*yawn* I should really consider taking that vacation. Things over here either turn out to be deathly boring or completely annoying. I just need some relaxation, but at the same time at least a little bit of enjoyment? So, yeah.

Fangirls have quieted down at least. It seemed that no matter how many times I told them I already had a girlfriend, they still kept asking me to marry them. x_x And then, well, Plum said she'd take care of it. I wonder what she did to them. o_O;;

X-x;;

2006-05-13T00:29:50Z

I chose not to take ANY quizzes .... until Plum whacked with her hammer to take this one. X-x;;;;

You're a Shy Kisser

You *do* love to kiss, once your comfortable with it
And that means knowing the person you're kissing pretty well
You usually don't make the first move when it comes to making out
But you've got plenty of intensity in return

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Whatever.

2006-04-29T19:18:28Z

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Good News

2006-04-21T23:08:18Z

Just thought I'd let everyone know ...

I'M AN UNCLE NOW! ^O^

I don't think I've been excited for such a long time. XD You see, my brother, Lucas, and his wife, Claire, had a birthday at the beginning of the month. They named her Emma, after my sister who passed away many years ago. It really has touched us all about it. Allie's pretty excited too, about being an aunt.

Even though I haven't spoken to my brother in a long time, I'm happy for him. I was disappointed in some of the things he's done in the past when I was still in America, but ... I don't know what to think about it all anymore. I'm actually really happy for him.

The Quiet Things No One Ever Knows

2006-03-11T05:12:38Z

Looks like I'll be playing again. Well, it's not like I ever really stopped playing, I just quit on trying to actually make it big. Years ago, I promised Emmie, and I guess now I'm promising Sakura.

I want her to do great, I really do. She deserves it. Let's face it, she sings beautifully, no matter what those teachers say about her needing to work harder to 'perfect' her voice. She has what it takes to make it, and all she needs is to believe in herself. And I'm willing to believe in her as well. I'm gonna stand behind her and do anything I can to help her to succeed.

Anyway, I watched Dumbo again tonight, which somehow ended up motivating Plum to want to fly. Erm, whatever. But if she ends up *somehow* flying, congratulations, my friend. o.O

Your Stories, My Alibis

2006-03-08T21:28:14Z

I just came back from London with Sarah. Apparently, she needed to divorce her "husband" and though I'm not a lawyer, she said she knew she knew nothing about that sort of stuff and asked me to tag along with her. So I did.

Man, that husband of her's is a freak! X-x;; I have a broken arm now, because when she told him about the divorce, he just randomly accused her of having an affair with me and badly beated me up for it. Though it isn't true, I guess there's some partially truth to it, since Sarah and I did date *while* she was married. x-X; Speaking of which, I'm still upset about because I didn't know a thing about her ever being married. -.-; Ack, my arm hurts. ;-;

I haven't spoken to Sakura in more than a week now. Not since she found out about Sarah. Really don't know what I'm gonna do about that. I guess there wasn't any real reason for not telling her. Or anyone for that matter. But it's not like I still have feelings for her. I'm over Sarah. I'm over Plum. I'm done with ANY Shimizu sister. Which I hope Sakura isn't a long lost one either. x-x;;

Either way, I have to prepare myself for next week. Wonder if anyone even remembers. Oh well.

Ah, crap.

2006-02-13T21:27:46Z

Bored, obviously. by JisuSana
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My 'parent' is a bad-grammared child, my sibling is actually my ex-girlfriend supermodel, and the head of my fanclub is the leader of gosh-darn-annoying drama kings? Talk about something stupid.

Calm Before The Storm

2006-01-16T17:36:18Z

Seventeen girls proposed to me this morning.

This is getting pathetic. x-x I really don't understand how it all works. Sure, some time ago, I would've died for some girl to just talk to me. But now there's hundreds out there in the world that are *obsessed* with me. If I thought today was bad, I got fourty-two proposals yesterday.

And just in case you're dumb or something, I said 'no' to all of them, okay? -.-

Plum's been awfully cheerful for the past few days. Kind of obvious she's faking it. After all, why would she be happy? The drama king actually dumped her. But hey, she's trying to move on. What else can she do? Still, I think she's still silently going crazy.

This morning, I found her Kyr plushie in the trash. Took it out, though I haven't given it back to her. She might, I dunno, stab me or something for taking it out. But I have a feeling she'll get back with Kyr again eventually, and she'll regret throwing it away. So, I just put it aside for now, until everything's back to normal.

But really, there's been no tears. Last night, she just sat on the couch watching the movie, Bewitched, eating cotton candy. Really, she seemed absolutely fine to me. But you can't help but feel worried about her. It almost seems like she's going to be calm and fine for a few days before she'll just burst and go crazy. It's the calm before the storm.

Life as a Glass House

2006-01-13T23:24:15Z

I guess the secret's out. It was kept so good, too. I'm sure NO ONE had any idea. That is, until Ma decided to pop up and still it to EVERYONE! >.<;; For those who don't know yet, I'm sure someone will tell you, or ... you could read it off of here. o.O;; Erm ... well, you see ...

Sarah and I dated. *dun dun~*

It's not like it was anything too serious though. I met her a few months before she moved to New York and met Ryou and Roy. So, I guess you can say that she was my childhood friend *first*. >.> Still, she left eventually, but I ran into her again a few years later in Japan. Actually, when I first met Ryou and everyone at the cafe, I was already dating her.

So I told her I got fired because I couldn't divorce this Ryou and Ichigo Shirogane. Hearing that, it just ended with us. I first thought that she didn't want some unemployed guy. But then when she showed up at the cafe, I found out she knew Ryou, and that's when the pieces tied together.

Just so everyone knows, I don't have any more feelings for her. Sure, she's cute, sweet, and not to mention, sane. >.> But, we don't really go well together. I can't really picture us together in the future. And while we're on that topic, I now realize that I can't picture a future with Plum either. Actually, to sum it all up, I can't have any future with *any* Shimizu. I do pray that Sakura isn't a long lost Shimizu sister ... x-X;;;

Speaking of Sakura, I'll be dead when she finds out about Sarah. x-x;

Looking Back On Today

2006-01-11T01:11:28Z

I stayed. Why? I dunno, you put the piecies of the puzzle together and figure it out yourself. Doesn't take a scientist to figure that one out. Then again, everyone says Ryou's so smart, but if you really look into it ... Nevermind. My butt's getting kicked for that one. >.> The down side in this whole mumbo is that my whole family's gonna find a place nearby to live. And considering I *agreed* to this arrangement, I must have had good reasons for staying, don't you think? Then again, whether I stayed or not, I *still* would have lived with my family, so what real difference does it make? x-x;

Gave a mushy speech of some sort, which I am *sure* little Miss Gamu caught on camera to enjoy. Seriously, Gamu, don't think I'm stupid. Whenever some big event, mushy or what not, you'll be hidden some where making sure it's all on film. And I *know* you never miss a moment. Whatever, it wasn't that big of a deal anyway, though it was still cheesy. But those Shirogane dudes come up with way cheesier phrases, so I guess I wasn't *that* bad. >.>

Masume tried to stick me in the closet. x-X;; Apparently, she wanted to sell me to PIRATES. What is WRONG with that girl!? >.<;;; And she even pretended to speak *as* the closet, to convince me to go in. As if talking closet doors are what usually persuade me into doing things. x-X;;;

Deadline Soon

2005-12-03T01:12:21Z

I don't understand why things had to turn out so horrible for these holidays. First of all, the whole Pushkaboomda sha-bang is here. Basically, it's my family. First, Allie, my twin sister showed up, which landed everyone in a shock, because I hadn't told anyone about her. I mean, so what? x-x Which wasn't cool, because she started blabbering all these secrets about me that no one needed TO KNOW. >.<

Anyway, then she goes ahead and tells me that the whole family is eventually gonna show up too! And not only that! He was gonna come too! I mean, WHY!?

So, eventually, my parents came. If Allie hadn't embarassed me enough, well, my parents sure did accomplish that for her. -.- And not so long ago, he shows up. If you're confused, he is my older brother, Lucas, who I'm not fond of. Why, exactly? Not telling you. First of all, it's a long story. And second of all, it really isn't your business. u-u

As for his reason for being here? I really dunno. But I know why Allie and my parents are here. They're basically warning me that the deadline is coming soon. I haven't told anyone about it yet, and I'm not sure when (or if) I will. Well, whenever I do decide to spill the beans, I'll probably tell Sakura first. I don't think I'm gonna tell Plum first and probably not even second because she has a lot going on right now.

Anyway, I'll leave you all curious as to what my secret is. >.>

What the Crap?

2005-10-08T07:44:03Z

My life has no excitement. Not lately, at least. I think I need to get out some more. Actually, I wish I could get out some more, but with the fangirls at my tail, I can't do much. Speaking of fangirls, today they sent in some more ties, a plaid fisherman hat, a set of pens, and some noodles. We actually had the noodles for a late dinner.

A sane Plum showed up. Her name's Aya and it turns out that in her world, I'm her fiance. I think I get why. That Plum's sane and somewhat smarter, so when I confessed my feelings, maybe she actually understood them and we ended up together. ::shrug;: Just a theory. Still, in that world, Sakura ends up with that blue-haired jerk. I'm not *jealous*, before you say anything, I just don't think that he's the type of guy that she should end up with in any world. He's too conceited and ... um ... he's just not worthy. >.>

That's it for today. It's late, but Plumster's keeping me up again. I think I'll sleep in tomorrow. Maybe Sunday too. No class on Monday, so there'll be a vacation day there, too. Maybe I'll ask Sakura out somewhere. Don't you all get thoughts. It's just to talk. -.-;

Bah. I hate this. Must sleep.

Nya. That's right, nya.

2005-09-25T22:17:47Z

Stole this from Plum. u-u

What is your name?: Bob Bruno Pushkaboomda
Are you named after anyone?: Not really.
Would you name a child of yours after you?: Heck no.
If you were born a member of the opposite gender what would your name be?: I dunno. o.O;
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: ... I think Ryou's a cool name. >.>
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that people do with your name constantly?: Bob's not hard to pronouce, but people do like to say Bobby or Bob-o. -.-
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: What do you think? -.-

Basics

Your gender?: Male. Duh.
Gender preferation?: What?
Single?: No.
If not, do you want to be?: Of course not.
Birthdate: March 14.
Your age: 15.
Age you act: Probably 18 or older.
Age you wish you were: I'm okay with being 15.
Your height: 5'7.
Eye color: Gray.
Happy with it?: Sure.
Hair color: Dirty Blond.
Happy with it?: Again, sure, why not?
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: Left-handed.
Your living arrangement: I'm forced to live in this cafe because of my dear best friend. u-u
Your family: I have my parents. Then there's my brother. I guess, there's also Sakura and my future daughter, Kaoru.
Have any pets?: I owned a cat back in America.
Whats your job?: Ex-lawyer. Currently a law/politics teacher.
Piercings?: No.
Tattoos?: No.
Obsessions?: No. (And if anyone says 'sink', I'll kill you. -.-)
Addictions?: No.
Do you speak another language?: English, Japanese, Spanish, Italian, Sign Language.
Do you have a webpage?: Yeah.

Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it

Do you live in the moment?: Yeah.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Sometimes.
Do you have any secrets?: Who doesn't?
Do you hate yourself?: It depends on the moment.
Do you like your handwriting?: Yeah, but people say it's too small...
Do you have any bad habits?: Falling asleep in the sink.
What is the compliment you get from most people?: There's not many.
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: ...
What's your biggest fear?: Being hated and alone.
Can you sing?: I guess no.
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: Not really.
Are you a loner?: Yeah.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Not really.
Are you a daredevil?: Um ...
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: A lot of things.
Are you passive or agressive?: I dunno.
Do you have a journal?: Yeah.
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: I'm pretty smart, but I'm not a people person.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: Almost everything.
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: No.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: Yeah.
Do you think life has been good so far?: Depends.
What do you like the most about your body?: Um...my hair. o.O
And least?: I dunno.
Do you think you are good looking?: Not really, but I would like to be bishy.
Are you confident?: No.
Are you perceived wrongly?: Hmm...

Do You...

Smoke?: No.
Do drugs?: No.
Read the newspaper?: Yeah.
Talk to strangers who e-mail you?: No.
Sleep with stuffed animals?: ...
Take walks in the rain?: Yeah.
Talk to people even though you hate them?: I guess.
Drive?: Not yet.
Like to drive fast?: ...

Would or Have You Ever?

Liked your voice?: It's okay, I guess.
Hurt yourself?: Yeah.
Been out of the country?: Yeah.
Eaten something that made other people sick?: Some people get sick from Lasagna. x-x
Been in love?: Twice.
Gone skinny dipping?: No. o.O
Had a medical emergency?: Yeah.
Had surgery?: Yeah.
Ran away from home?: Yeah.
Played strip poker?: No.
Gotten beaten up?: Yeah. x-x;;
Beaten someone up?: Actually, yes. Not really proud of it though.
Been picked on?: All anyone does is pick on me. x-x
Been on stage?: Yup.
Slept outdoors?: Yeah. u-u
Thought about suicide?: ....
Pulled an all nighter?: Yeah.
If yes, what is your record?: Not sure.
Gone one day without food?: Yeah.
Talked on the phone all night?: Yeah. Plum called me to just rant. Typical.
Slept all day?: Yup. That was one heck of a good day too.
Killed someone?: Not in the way you're asking me.
Thought you're going crazy?: Most of the time.
Had a dream that came true?: Plenty of times. Some were just awful though.
Broken the law?: Not that I know of.
Met a famous person?: Yeah.
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: No. o.O
On purpose?: No. x-x
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: Yeah. x-x
Stolen anything?: No.
Been on radio/tv?: Nope.
Been in a mosh-pit?: No.
Had a nervous breakdown?: Yeah.
Bungee jumped?: Nope.
Had a dream that kept coming back?: Yeah. >.>

Beliefs

Belive in life on other planets?: Yeah. x-x
Miracles?: Sometimes.
Astrology?: Yeah.
Magic?: Yeah.
Santa?: No. Never. x-x;;
Ghosts?: No.
Luck?: Yeah.
Love at first sight?: Yeah.
Yin and yang (that good cant exist without bad)?: Yeah.
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: Yeah. x-x
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: No. x-x;;
Do you wish on stars?: Yeah.

Friends

Who is your best friend?: Plumster.
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Plum.
Thing you're picked on most about?: The sink "obsession". -.-;
Who's your longest known friend? And the newest?: To tell you the truth, Plum was my first real friend. I dunno who's the newest.
Shyest?: Um...Bubbles?
Funniest?: I dunno.
Sweetest?: Sakura.
Closest?: Plum.
Weirdest?: Gamu.
Smartest?: Sarah or Ryou.
Ditziest?: Plum.
Who listens to your problems?: Plum, usually.
Who do you fight most with?: Plum. x-x
Who's the most outgoing?: Plum? x-x
Who's the best singer?: Sakura.
Do you always feel understood?: No. x-x;
Who's the loudest friend?: Plum. -.-;
Do you trust others easily?: No.
Who's house were you last at?: Well, I dropped Sakura off at her house the other day.
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: o.o

Love and All That

Do you consider love a mistake?: No.
What do you find romantic?: o.O
First kiss?: Plum at Ryou and Ichigo's wedding.
If someone you had no interest in had interest in dating you how would you feel?: No one's usually interested in me. Next question.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them?: Yeah.
Have you ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out?: It's fine with me.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: Any girl I've liked has been pretty. o.O
Do you think the opposite gender finds you good looking?: No. x-x
What is best about the opposite gender?: Um? x-x;
What is the worst thing about the opposite gender?: I dunno.
Are you in love?: Yeah.
Do you consider your significant other hot?: Hot isn't a word I usually use, but yeah, she's real pretty.

Who Was the Last Person...

That haunted you?: Plum haunts me. >.>
You wanted to kill?: Plum.
That you laughed at?: Ryou.
That laughed at you?: Everyone.
You went shopping with?: Plum.
That broke your heart?: ...
To disappoint you?: I dunno.
To ask you out?: I dunno.
To make you cry?: I don't remember the last time I cried.
To brighten up your day?: Hmm...
That you thought about?: Sakura.
You saw a movie with?: Plum.
You talked to on the phone?: Random fangirl who called me last night. x-x
You saw?: Plum.
You lost?: I was able to lose the fangirls when I ran from them the other day.

Right This Moment...

Do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend?: Yeah.
Will you be going on a date with them soon?: Who knows?
Or some random person?: No.
What are you wearing right now?: My suit.
What are you worried about right now?: Can't think straight to worry.
What book are you reading?: The Last Continent by Terry Pratchett.
What is on your mousepad?: The mouse.
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: Stupid, stressed, sleepy, alone, hungry.
Are you bored?: Yeah.
Are you tired?: Yeah.
Are you talking to anyone online?: No.
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: Nope.
Are you lonely or content?: Lonely, what else?
Are you listening to music?: Yeah. Switchfoot.

Finally, name something you like, admire, and dislike about the person who took this quiz before you.: Plum always sticks around with me and she can always be happy after anything, but if she keeps waking me up at 4am, I *will* kill her.

Fanclubs of the Bizarro Kind

2005-09-21T02:34:19Z

I have a fan club. Ironic, eh? Sakura told me today. It's pretty weird. I mean, I've always been the idiot lawyer dude whose never really attracted anyone at all before. I think I'm been called by one or two people before. Which is Sakura herself and probably Plumster. So, this really is a shock. Still, it's cool to think that I might becoming a bishy. Finally, I don't have to be on the bottom compared to Ryou and Kyr. -.-

I don't know what Plum's been talking to Sakura about, but I keep hearing something about "competition" and stuff. Whatever that means. o.O Anyway, I'm a bit scared to go to work tomorrow though in fear that I might get attacked. x-x But still, having a fan club...erm...might not be so bad? o.O

Erm...I'll have to think this over. x-x But still........bishyness! ^-^

The Truth about Dimensions

2005-09-19T14:19:00Z

This whole Kyr-drama thing is really annoying sometimes, like Ryou said. But exactly why I feel it's annoying is the whole thing about this being the "whacked" dimension and all that junk. I'm gonna say something that actually came from one of Plumster's countless rants about nothing. Ah, crap.

They can't really constantly accuse of this being a bad dimension. I mean, everyone has different views about other dimensions. For example, what about everyone's views about their dimension? Just like people don't like how Ichigo and Ryou end up together here, I'm sure there's countless people who may not like how Ryou and Retasu ended up together. Or even how Ichigo and Masaya ended up together.

The fact that they constantly call this place the "whacked" dimension is the worst thing. Plum doesn't say anything, but this is what she has the strongest feelings about. They say the words without hesitation or even any shame. It's so harsh how they can be so careless like that. Whenever Plum went to Hoshizen over there, she'd always hear whispers about the "whacked" dimension when she had her back turned.

What about their dimension? Maybe we are completely insane and sometimes things get out of hand, but they're the "dramafied" dimension, because everyone has to make a big deal out of every little thing. Which is probably where Kyr gets it from.

Either way, I'm sure everyone who lives here really loves this world. Even me, one who goes crazy from the insanity, still admits that I love living here and I love the people I spend my life with. As crazy as it is, this is our world, and we can't just stand by and let the other worlds say these things about it.

Every dimension's different. We all have different views on things. Everyone might get angry about how things happen in the other worlds, but that's just how it's supposed to be, isn't it? The purpose to these multi-dimensions is so that in each world things can go in a way that most people wanted it, so that everything can be somehow fair. In this dimension, Retasu was in love with Ryou, but because he married Ichigo, sadly, she had to let him go. But isn't there still a dimension where she gets her happy ending?

People in Kyr's dimension are probably thinking that all they're angry about is how Kyr is constantly in this other dimension which had an outcome they didn't like. First of all, I think Kyr is old enough to start making his own decisions in life, though I'm sure he might still not be too proud of it.

But he loves Plum and he comes for her, which is the reason he says. But I'm sure he's learned to love the other people here too. Because no matter how insane or crazy they are, there's just something about them that we all can't possibly hate. They change who you are completely. Even if you were some mad, master-minded criminal, if you were stuck with them for a day, you wouldn't be the same anymore. You wouldn't be the bad guy who has nothing but selfish needs. You'd learn so much and you'd learn to love people again.

I guess that's what I learned. Years ago, after my sister passed away, I hated the world, I admit it. I gave up on any chance of being happy again and I gave it all up. But then Plum came along and let me become a part of the others. And little by little, I learned that there was hope again for a happy life. And my happy life's with them.

So, even though I've probably ranted about several things at once, and this rant probably made no sense, the point I was trying to make that this isn't just some "whacked" dimension. Even if you believe it is, keep that to your opinions and stop accusing us of doing so many wrongs.

We didn't choose for Ryou and Ichigo to end up together, but we're not upset about it either. Because because they're together, we all had the chance to become the happy family we are now. And I don't think any one of us regrets anything in this world.

End of long, never-ending rant of doom. I really do need a vacation. @-@

Just a Promise

2005-09-18T01:46:12Z

Well, I gave her the ring. Not like it wasn't expected or anything, considering Plumster indeed has the biggest mouth in all the cafe. You know, at first, I figured, "It's just a promise ring. It's not like it's a proposal or anything," but I guess it still all connects somehow. According to Plumster, a promise ring is like a "pre-engagement", which is basically an engagement without the whole "Will you marry me?" question with the knee thing and the whole setup. I guess, like a practice between the real performance. Either way, everyone's considering it to be a proposal, but really, it's not. x-x;

It was just supposed to be a simple thing, but maybe I pushed it too far? I mean, Sakura did seem pretty freaked out a bit when I brought it out. I think I might be pushing her too much. I mean, I confessed too early, I gave her a ring too early, who knows what else I might do?

I'm stressing out for no reason. I'm even reading through Ichigo's copies of most of the "Chicken Soup for the Soul" series. To sum things up, I start work on Monday. And it'll be at Sakura's school. I've never really been a teacher before, so I am pretty nervous, but I'm teaching Law and Politics, so it shouldn't be so bad. Then again, it's an all-girls school. Don't know how that's going to work at all. x-x;;; And Plumster, enough about the whole "Teacher-Student relationships are forbidden" crap. You're annoying.

I swear, I need a vacation.

What can you do without them?

2005-09-10T14:48:18Z

Might as well try this friends thing everyone's doing. x-x;

∞Gamu: Well, you're pretty sane. I can't say you are completely, though. Sure, you don't jump around singing karaoke to the top of your lungs when off of sugar high and you don't plan out parties every five minutes, but you still do a few weird and truly crazy things every once in a while. Not to mention, if someone does a simple mistake, you're already there out for revenge. Yeah, yeah. Deny it, but I know all the things you do to Ryou when he's not looking. u-u

∞Keruri: You need to relax a bit. Not everything in the universe is something to blush about. Yeah, sure, everyone has there moments, but sometimes you just have to get used to the way things are and just accept them, instead of getting nervous and embarressed about it all the time. And mushyworks? It's completely normal. So, you don't have to blush everytime someone mentions it.

∞Bubbles: You're a really sweet girl, though you should speak up a bit more. Well, I don't know if you ever heard Plum shout it out millions of times as revenge or whatever, but there was a time where I sort of liked you. I guess since you're sane and you really care about people. Though sometimes, you need to really care about yourself a bit more, and don't think of it as being selfish or anything.

∞Kyr: Three words. Lord of Drama. Seriously, dude, you're worse than the ever-blushing Keruri. Like how she blushes for every little thing, you create drama out of every little thing. Sure, things don't always seem the way they should be and you may not really love this place or anything, but sometimes creating drama out of it is just too much. And please, watch out and make sure you don't upset Plumster anymore. Because everytime you do, it's the same thing all the time and I have to wake up in the middle of the night because she has to whine and cry to me about it. Let me have my sleep.

∞Masume: Now *you* are the definition of insane. You're a constant troublemaker, you drive everyone insane, and you can't stop annoying me. But what can I say? Things are actually somehow funner with you around. You're just a little girl, you still have so much to learn about the world. But you try to do so many things, it's actually pretty cute. I really can't imagine how it'd be like without our own Masume around.

∞Plumster: Ah, of course. My best friend through thick and thin, until the end of time, no matter what and all those other lines. You're just so out of here, with all your parties and your cheerfulness. Though you do love getting back at me for things I don't even remember doing, you do understand a lot better than most people (Not to mention, you know that I am not cheap and I am not insane like other people seem to think. -.-). And it's because of you that I'm here now, because without you, I would have still be a jerk of a lawyer out there by myself, without the home I have now. And no matter what happens beyond here and now, I will always love you. And I always have. Even if you never got to understand what I really meant by it.

∞Ryou: You're an idiot. Really, you are. But it's not that much of a bad thing. You keep things in control, and you're able to understand most of the people here, even if you still don't really get them in the end. You care about your family, and though you act as if you don't care, you'd really do anything for them in the end. And I guess I have to thank you for...well, not kicking me out of the cafe, since I have been living here without your permission, but you have to blame Plumster on that part. She made me do it. On a final note, I am *not* obsessed with the sink! >.<

∞Sakura: I knew it'd eventually get to this point. Since the beginning, I thought you were so sweet and a really great person, but I never really thought of anything beyond that beforehand. I guess something (or someone) else was blinding me from looking deeper than that. I have always cared about you, even though I did seem like a jerk sometimes. But it wasn't for a long time, that I realized that I cared about you a lot more than I thought. Though I had to use the help of two idiots (yes, you know who you are), I finally got to really see you and that's when it all happened. You're truly amazing and I don't know how to explain it more than that (Sort of like that expression that's something like, "You can't put it in words", or something related to it). I actually don't feel so much of an idiot around you and I can somehow feel happier about things. Either way, you and everyone else should already know how I feel, but just so the others who are reading this can go "aww" and pick on me about it later.........I love you.

Taking Risks

2005-08-30T02:23:26Z

I just realized no one ever comments on here. Do people even read this? Doubt it. The only comment I've had is from Ryou, being rude as he is. Oh well, I admit, my journal isn't as exciting as everyone else's. Not much happens in my life, does it?

Well, guess what? I just got asked to be a lawyer. AGAIN. Those idiots say they can't go on without me. I swear, they sound like they're confessing their love or something. Anyway, I didn't quite reply to them back on it. I didn't say no, because I need a job. Being unemployed isn't such a grand thing. It's boring as heck too. When everyone's working or at school, I sit at home watching disney movies over and over again. It's not too exciting, no.

But still, I didn't say yes. Considering that I've been in that job twice before already, and didn't quite last in it, I'm not sure if I want to go back. Besides, if I do get the job, I'll go through the exact opposite of what I'm going through now. Right now, I'm home all the time. If I get the job, I'll never be home most likely. Know what that means? I can't really see everyone as much anymore. Meaning I won't be able to see Sakura as much. And I really don't want to have to face not being able to see her.

So, right now, I'm pretty much hanging by a thread. I don't know what to say this time. Last time, I quickly said yes, like a desperate unemployed loser (which I am, by the way). This time, I don't want to risk losing the chances of seeing my friends. Especially not Sakura.

Suddenly, I feel like singing. Quite awkward in a moment like this. x-x

Hey, are you lonely?
Has summer gone so slowly?
We found the ground,
but that damage was done.
It's cold as you fade into the sun.
Where'd you go? To me?
But you're alive!
Well, it's only
fallen frames, they told me.
You stand out, it's so loud...
and so what if it is.
It's cold when you fade into the wind.
Where'd it go to?

So what if you catch me,
where would we land?
In somebody's life
forsaking his hands.
Sing to me hope as she's
thrown on the sand.
All of your works
are rated again.
Where to go?

But it's all wrong, you're so strong.
But this life's work
and choice took far too long.

Where'd it go to?

So what if you catch me,
where would we land?
In somebody's life
forsaking his hands.
Sing to me hope as she's
thrown on the sand.
All of your works
are rated again.
Where to go?

You know I love you.
You know I love you .
I want you oh so much.

It's so fair.

When I was sure you'd follow through,
My world was turned to blue.

When you'd hide
your songs would die,
so I'd hide yours with mine.

And all my words were bound to fall.
I know you won't fail...

see, I can tell...

This Is A Survey

2005-08-29T17:11:42Z

I might as well take this dumb survey thing. I don't really see the point in it, but there's nothing else for me to do, so...Darn, I'm cold. ::shivers:: x-x

NAME: Bob Bruno Puskaboomda (Don't laugh. -.-)
AGE: 15
CLASS: Human (And proud. u-u)
ELEMENT: -
ANIMAL: Well, I admit I do have some cat genes in me. (Thanks to a little Miss Plum)
DIMENSION OF ORIGIN: Here.
ALTERNATE SELVES: Don't really know.
THREE THINGS PEOPLE THINK ABOUT WHEN THEY THINK OF YOU: Lawyer, Sinks, and Lasagna

TIME
Time frame (present, future or future-future) you come from: Present. x-x
Name all your known future children: Kaoru (And hopefully, that's it?)
Name parents, if they are a part of the cafe group: -
If you are not from this time, why did you come?: -
If you are from this time, what do you think of the influx of future children?: Too many. x-x
If you are not from this time, when do you plan to go home? -

CAFE MEW MEW
Do you live here?: Yes (And I still don't know how or why. x-x)
Staff position: Character and Resident Keeper (We've been losing track...)
What are you usually found doing?: Sitting in a sink? Watching Dumbo? Not doing much?
How did you find the cafe?: I was called up there to file a divorce. (Which never even happened...)
Does it need another new paint job?: No. -.-

DIMENSIONS
Are you from this dimension?: Yes.
Do you dimension-hop on a regular basis?: No. Don't plan to either.
Have you ever been to Hoshi?: Nope. u-u
Have you ever messed with the dimension machine in the lab?: Once, by force.
Would you do it again?: Never. It's not really as fun as the others seem to believe.

MAGIC
Do you have it?: No. And I don't *want* it. -.-
What kind?: None. -.-
What can you do with it?: Nothing? x-x (Plum: ::in the background:: He can blind people with his magical shiny kitty form! X3) Plum... x-x
Alternate forms: .......I can turn into a shiny blue cat. -.-
How to transform: It happens randomnly.
How to detransform: .........No comment.
Do you belong to more than one class?: Nope.
Have you ever attended Hoshizen?: No. x-x
What don't you understand about it: ... x-x

RELATIONS
Name family members in the cafe other than future children: No one really, though Plum insists that we're related. x-x
Are you married?: Nope.
Are you engaged?: ...Not yet?
Are you not formally engaged, even though you practically are because a future child's shown up?: Yes. x-x
Are you married to someone else in an alternate dimension?: I dunno? Probably to Plumster.
Are you a Shirogane?: NO. (Thank god. u-u)
Are you someone's long-lost relative?: No. x-x
Have you ever lied about your identity?: No, no, no. -.-
Are you still lying about your identity?: No. x-x

....What a dumb survey. -.-

Baby mine don’t you cry~

2005-07-14T21:39:34Z

I haven't written in a while, but well, I've been back for a while now. And as much as I missed it here at home, it's crazier than it was before I left. But who cares? Home sweet home, right? Well, in the past week, things have been pretty out of control. There was a whole thing that happened with Sakura, which I really won't get into cause it's none of anyone else's business, but let's just say, things are okay with us.

We've been singing too much karaoke lately, too, and it's making my head spin. And considering that I'm the one who's been singing the most, I'm making no sense. I really should practice some more on my guitar though since I haven't played in a while. And considering we're in this band thing, or whatever, I really should start again.

But still, I'm feeling pretty okay and calm lately, which is weird considering I'm always stressed or have a headache or something. But I'm simply fine. Now to watch some Dumbo...

Missing Home

2005-06-30T20:30:21Z

Okay, so it's been a week since I left the cafe, and the stupid thing is that I haven't seen my mother yet. It's kind of pathetic to think how I've chickened out every day in the past week. Even with Sakura here, I can't seem to have enough courage to go talk to her. She's getting better, at least. That's a good thing. Still, I have to go see here.

The weirdest part about being over here, is how much I'm missing everyone back home. Normally, I'd want to get away and just have some peace and quiet, but I miss everyone. I miss Plum's constant suggestions for parties and of course, her cookies. I miss Kashi when she sits next to me in the sink for some unknown reason. I miss (believe it or not) Masume chasing me around and claiming me as her pony.

I really can't believe I miss all that. But I do. I understand why Plumster always said she never wanted to leave this dimension. You really *can't* leave. Even if you wanted to, all you'd ever feel would be complete emptyness. Okay, I'm sounding like a total idiot. And I've probably said too much anyway.

Still, I hope to go back home soon. Back to my family.

Leaving

2005-06-23T18:16:43Z

I'll be leaving later this morning to America. I missed my flight the other day, but I'll be sure to make it to this one. But I feel much better this time, considering Sakura's coming with me. It's much more calming with her and I won't get as nervous. I really didn't want to get her involved with my family problems, but I guess there's nothing I can do now. Besides, who knows how long I'll be gone and I probably would have missed her like crazy.

I finally calmed down Plumster a bit. She's still a bit upset about not going with me, but she understands how things are. Besides, Kyr's coming back soon and I think Plumster should be here when he comes back. The last time she saw him, they were in an arguement, and that was a while ago, so she really misses him. I wouldn't want her to miss out on his return for me.

By the way, I'm sort of in a band now. As weird as it sounds, Ryou decided to gather a bunch of people and start one. It was weird to me at first, but I think it'll be fun. Why wouldn't it be?

Well, I'm ready to leave now. I hope to see everyone again soon.

Going Back

2005-06-20T16:51:57Z

It was father's day yesterday. I actually went ahead and called my own father who lives back in America. I never really talk to him, but to not be so much of a jerk, I try to call on father's day to make sure things are still okay over there. I try calling my mom too on mother's day, but she never picks up the phone.

I heard the most unexpecting news when I called yesterday. It turns out my mother's in the hospital. She has some sort of bad sickness, that they're still not sure of how to cure. Hearing that, I realize I have to go back for a while. As much as they hate me, I have to go back to see my mom.

They're still my parents which I why I still call them, but it seems like they forget I'm their son. They don't call me in the holidays. And they don't even call on my birthday. I don't even think they remember it's my birthday.

Even so, I still have to go back. I'll leave as soon as I can. Maybe tomorrow. Maybe Wednesday. I don't really know. I haven't really told anyone about it yet. Not even Plumster. And I haven't seen Sakura lately. I'll try to tell them when I have the chance.

Dead Tired

2005-06-18T16:00:31Z

I really need to get some sleep, but I haven't had any in days. Plumster's kept me up all week with her rambles of Kyr. That whole argument they had just kept her talking and talking about her thoughts and such. I'm used to her telling me everything, but I really am tired.

I actually woke up at 5am this morning, cause Plum woke up so early. She was dancing in the kitchen, cooking breakfast. The weird part is breakfast did not include simply skittle muffins and sugarful cookies. It was actual scrambled eggs, bacon, and sandwiches. I automatically knew something good must have happened to her the day before, which was a relief. Not only was I happy for her, but maybe I could take a simple nap without the constant talking from her in the background.

Anyway, it's Sarah's birthday today. But we only find out yesterday since she never said anything. We're gonna try to do something for her, but it probably won't be so great, since we didn't have time to put it together.

The cafe's been a bit quiet this weekend. Most of the "insane" people haven't really been around. And the drama king's in his own dimension at this time so there's no drama to think about right now, which is really a relief. Ryou's off doing something in who knows where which isn't a big deal, but believe it or not, it's quieter here without him. Weird. Still, I haven't seen Sakura since probably Wednesday. It's been a while, and I don't know where she is, so even though the quiet is a relief. I actually miss her.

Okay, I feel really weird saying that. x-x It's been like more than two months since we got together, but it still feels weird to me. I've never had a girlfriend before and I much less expected it to be her. Plumster keeps knocking me in the head (litterly) about how I should just get used to it. Oh well, I will eventually.

Ami's been bugging me a lot lately. The other night, I was putting her to sleep when she asked me to sing a song. I was gonna sing some little lullaby there when she asked me to sing a song that said her name. I didn't know any song with the name Ami, except for one. So I sung it to her. Big mistake. Now she keeps bugging me about it and actually wants me to sing for her some more. Bah.

Well, the cafe's currently empty. And quiet. Perfect time for a nap. At least I might get 7 minutes of sleep or so. Before Plumster tackles me down again, suggesting for us to have a random party or something.

Adios.